It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
Yesterday was Aunt Marion’s 90th birthday and she was throwing a party. How lucky to approach 90, still active and in full command. She had shopped the day after Thanksgiving and found just what she wanted to wear – a red wool jacket and black pants.
What birthday gift would I give Aunt Marion? The answer came easily. In October, 2013, I began writing a series of posts that traced a European trip my grandfather, Alex, her father, took in 1938. I titled the series Through His Words: Reflections From and About My Grandfather. From Alex’s letters, postcards, etc., that Aunt Marion had saved, I was able to document every step of his incredible journey. 76 years, 10 months and 10 days after Alex returned to his birthplace, so too did Len and I, being the first and only, we think, descendants to step foot in the town of Pietrabbondante, Italy.
With each post, Aunt Marion would call me or I her. How I loved those conversations. Along with several members of my extended family, I learned much about a man I hardly knew, and even Aunt Marion learned a great deal more about her father. Who could have guessed that a blog could bring so much joy?
“I just wish I could print these all out,” she had said to me on more than one occasion.
As her 90th birthday approached , I found blog2print.com, a company that could make a book of my blogs. With guidance from a very helpful customer service, I created the front and back covers, wrote the dedication, and selected the contents. It was the perfect gift.
Of particular note is the dedication to Aunt Marion: …my guiding light, collaborator and friend, who guarded “the bag” that made this all possible. The bag, of course, contained my grandfather’s letters and so much more that she had kept all these years.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
On Saturday, instead of celebrating her 90th birthday, we celebrated her wonderful life. Sadly and very unexpectedly, she left us just 5 days short of her 90th birthday.
I will miss her and our talks. But like the other strong Italian women in our family who proceeded her – my grandmothers, my mother and my aunts, I will remember her always and the traditions she passed on.
If only I could have given her the book.
Sleep well, Aunt Marion. Love you.
Judy
My greatest sympathies to you since Aunt Marion moved on to her next life. I bet she is enjoying many Italian reunions. Co affetto Barbara
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Thanks, Barbara. You are so right about all the Italian reunions.
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Judy – that’s fabulous! She must have been so happy. >
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Oh Judy, you DID give her the book. You just gave it to her chapter by chapter.
What a lovely gift to her – you going back to your grandfather’s origins and, by writing about it, taking your Aunt along on your journey of discovery.
I can only imagine how wonderful it was for her sharing your discoveries.
Your physical book is only a thing.
You gave her the experience of learning more about her father and that is something all of us who have lost our immigrant fathers would give anything to be able to have.
That is priceless.
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Jean, chapter by chapter is an excellent way to think of it. And she relished each and every one. How lucky we were that my grandfather was such a prolific letter writer.
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Judy, I have loved each and every one of your posts but this one is exceptional! I hope you reproduce the book and treat every family member to a copy. Perhaps you could publish it for a wider audience to treasure.
Enough said. Take care, continue on and I hope to see you soon.
Enjoy the Christmas season.
Kathy
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Kathy, thanks for your note. I did have copies made for my siblings as Christmas gifts and others can order it from the company if they choose to. Hope to see you soon as well. Judy
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So sorry, Judy.
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Thanks Lyniece- our last of that wonderful generation.
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So sorry Judy. xoxoGustavo and Hilary
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Thanks and best to you both from both of us, xo
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That was so very touching
One could not have arrived at the end with a dry eye
Look forward to reviewing the text next time in Chicago
Thank you so much for sharing this incredible story
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Royce, wish I had had a copy when you were here and look forward to you reading it next time. Thanks, Judy
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Very sorry for your loss, but glad to hear your wonderful family story. You and your aunt gave each other so much love and support, and now you’ll have this wonderful book about your grandfather to remind you of her and your family’s history.
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Thanks and very true – such a great reminder of so much family history and love.
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That was very special, Judy.
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Thanks, Ann. Hope all is well.
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A truly beautiful story and remembrance. Hold that book tightly. You have created a family heirloom.
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Fitting, Ted, as Aunt Marion said I was the family historian when she entrusted me with the bag.
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So sorry, Judy! But what a wonderful gift because of her!
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Truly, a gift she gave to all of us.
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Sending love and condolences to you and yours. You gave her the most precious gift, your love and the thrill of walking you through her fathers life! Blessings to you and your family.
il cielo aperto le porte di quel giorno
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Thanks, Yvonne, we had such fun doing this together.
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So sorry Judy, what a beautiful to your Aunt. She did live through all your conversations and she continues to live in your heart and be a part of all you do and write. May her memory give you strength.
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Shelli, you are so right – thanks.
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Dear Judy, I send you my love and most heartfelt sympathy. Your aunt Marion was with you at the Cabrini Shrine when I saw you a year or so ago. She will be in our prayers . I will ask the Missionary Sisters to pray for her as well. Surely she is reuniting with many loved ones. Please write to me. Peace and love, Florence
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Florence Ann, she was with me last year – she was so happy to see the Shrine and I’m so happy you were able to see her. I love the photos we took together in the garden. Thanks and talk soon, xo Judy
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She loved seeing you and the Shrine last year. I have the photos we took together in the garden. Thanks for the prayers and talk soon. Judy
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Great Judy, I would love to see you and Florence Ann. We are very close.
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I am so sorry to read this story. I feel sure that Aunt Marion is smiling down on you and the rest of the family. God bless….
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I think she is also. Thanks, Emily.
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The book is spectacular Judy. Our family will cherish it forever. We’re grateful that you put this together. Thank you cousin. Sending you hugs and kisses.
Love,
Cousin Deb
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blogginginitaly posted: “It wasn’t supposed to be like this. Yesterday was Aunt Marion’s 90th birthday and she was throwing a party. How lucky to approach 90, still active and in full command. She had shopped the day after Thanksgiving and found just what she wanted to wear – “
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Thanks, Debbie. It was truly my pleasure. Hope to get together again soon. xo
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I’m sorry Judy. Reading you gave me a lump in my throat. Un abbraccio.
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Let’s talk soon. Un abbraccio.
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So sorry for your loss, Judy I will keep you and your family in my prayers
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Thanks so much, Judy
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Hi Judy, I just noticed your post. I’m terribly sorry to hear about your Aunt. She looked like such a lovely lady. My heartfelt condolences to you, Len, Benita and the rest of your family. You’ll all be in my prayers.
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Grazie, Giovanni. Tutto bene?
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Giuditta,
I remember how you would talk with such passion and enthusiasm in class about your grandfather’s letters. It’s so wonderful that you compiled them into a book for future generations. I am sorry that your aunt never got to see the result of all your hard work. She sounds like a very special woman. I am sorry for your loss.
Marco
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Ciao Marco,
Thanks for the nice note. Yes, it was such a fun adventure writing about my grandfather and sharing it with the class. Hope you and Mario are well. Un Abbracco grande, Giuditta
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